Thursday, November 30, 2006
Monday, November 27, 2006
Saturday, November 25, 2006
The Day Before ~
Woah!! everybody.. prepare to get jealous!:) MY sis b'dae party was ytd and she invited all her frens over.. and guess wad!XD Muhahahaha.. my Mum bought a Creative Zen V for both of us! OMG right?? soo cool! i mean the design itself is already very nice... mines orange and white while my sis is black and orange.. omg! wwwwell, my mum oso got herself a Camcorder:) at a very good price.. so me and my mum went home HAPPILY.:p
When we got home, i dashed to my room to devour the beauty of my newness! Life's good to me:) Praise God! the packaging was relly cool and all my accessories are white while my sis's black. Innovative and creative for Creative to think of tt!
Den i loaded all my songs in but it took so long.. like like urmm 4 hours? haiz.. wad can you expect.. i had to rip all my music Cds in and transfer the songs in my w700 walkman phone.. poor walkman.. now you will be not playing music le..:( miss you.. but yea:)
Wait wait.. i post some pics i took ~
pictures taken with my phone!
Cool right? i mean.. its soo Cool! Muhahaha! jealous?XD
When we got home, i dashed to my room to devour the beauty of my newness! Life's good to me:) Praise God! the packaging was relly cool and all my accessories are white while my sis's black. Innovative and creative for Creative to think of tt!
Den i loaded all my songs in but it took so long.. like like urmm 4 hours? haiz.. wad can you expect.. i had to rip all my music Cds in and transfer the songs in my w700 walkman phone.. poor walkman.. now you will be not playing music le..:( miss you.. but yea:)
Wait wait.. i post some pics i took ~
pictures taken with my phone!
Cool right? i mean.. its soo Cool! Muhahaha! jealous?XD
Thursday, November 23, 2006
my final stand
a total mistake.
not for me, but alas! for you.
if tt was what you see, you were nvr a slave.
no.. tt wasnt right. yes, you were nvr a slave but yes now you are.
a slave to yourself, to yourself, kyros.
Humanity stands before you as fools. belittled by you as unconcious monsters blinded by evil. ha.
disappointing, disgusted, trash.
life is forver like tt to you issnt it?
forever mocking you, killing you.
dun you always wanted it to end? you will never be able i tell you. for this is life.
you are not the only one going thru it.
let me ask you.
can a boy ask for forgiveness if he dun even noe wad really went wrong? do you?
so even wad if you did.
what is forgiveness about? issit about feeling sorry that you made me angry? feeling bad that you disappointed me?
i'll tell you now. forgiveness is not about all tt.
you have belittled it.well, you might not be the only one who have belittled it.
Forgiveness is about understanding how the other party is feeling, why he is feeling like tt and not feel bad about it, but telling yourself that you will never do that to him again... have you? do you?
so what is all this about Begging for forgiveness? issit all about the other party? no.
it is all bout yourself, and deeds, you forgiving yourself. and repenting
ha.
disappointing, disgusted, trash.
so issit all about apologising, MULTIPLE TIMES? ha.
has it never dawn upon me tt you had feelings? do you really feel that way? do you noe how hard i tried? omg. i tut you did. so you nvr did.
you never did noe i went thru tt much just to have had you think tt way.
haiz.. what was i thinking to have tut tt way:)
slavery eh? was it ever. ha.
Another thing.. wad is being caring, or caring for someone. will there be ever too much? omgomg... what was i exactly thinking! Wad was i?
you still dun get it.. you will never will..
disappointing, disgusted, trash.
Fools.
fools.
are they? what are dey to you den? or in your language, FRIENDS you call FOOLS?
what are you? with emotions? do your emotions tell you that ppl caring and loving you are called fools? den i was a fool den:)
thanks alot.
what will hurt you...? me? fools? love?
ha. what has ever hurt you man? the world? has no one ever been? omg.
for is there as such : too many friends?
too much love?
and tt this "too much" cause you to become somone who is unappreciative? unappreciative? of wad? love. here here here.. who are you to say that boy? God?
dun you tell me tt you can read into my heart and read me like a book? ha.
no. no one is missing you.
there will never be.
as so you have been
and yes,
you deserve all tt.:)
not for me, but alas! for you.
if tt was what you see, you were nvr a slave.
no.. tt wasnt right. yes, you were nvr a slave but yes now you are.
a slave to yourself, to yourself, kyros.
Humanity stands before you as fools. belittled by you as unconcious monsters blinded by evil. ha.
disappointing, disgusted, trash.
life is forver like tt to you issnt it?
forever mocking you, killing you.
dun you always wanted it to end? you will never be able i tell you. for this is life.
you are not the only one going thru it.
let me ask you.
can a boy ask for forgiveness if he dun even noe wad really went wrong? do you?
so even wad if you did.
what is forgiveness about? issit about feeling sorry that you made me angry? feeling bad that you disappointed me?
i'll tell you now. forgiveness is not about all tt.
you have belittled it.well, you might not be the only one who have belittled it.
Forgiveness is about understanding how the other party is feeling, why he is feeling like tt and not feel bad about it, but telling yourself that you will never do that to him again... have you? do you?
so what is all this about Begging for forgiveness? issit all about the other party? no.
it is all bout yourself, and deeds, you forgiving yourself. and repenting
ha.
disappointing, disgusted, trash.
so issit all about apologising, MULTIPLE TIMES? ha.
has it never dawn upon me tt you had feelings? do you really feel that way? do you noe how hard i tried? omg. i tut you did. so you nvr did.
you never did noe i went thru tt much just to have had you think tt way.
haiz.. what was i thinking to have tut tt way:)
slavery eh? was it ever. ha.
Another thing.. wad is being caring, or caring for someone. will there be ever too much? omgomg... what was i exactly thinking! Wad was i?
you still dun get it.. you will never will..
disappointing, disgusted, trash.
Fools.
fools.
are they? what are dey to you den? or in your language, FRIENDS you call FOOLS?
what are you? with emotions? do your emotions tell you that ppl caring and loving you are called fools? den i was a fool den:)
thanks alot.
what will hurt you...? me? fools? love?
ha. what has ever hurt you man? the world? has no one ever been? omg.
for is there as such : too many friends?
too much love?
and tt this "too much" cause you to become somone who is unappreciative? unappreciative? of wad? love. here here here.. who are you to say that boy? God?
dun you tell me tt you can read into my heart and read me like a book? ha.
no. no one is missing you.
there will never be.
as so you have been
and yes,
you deserve all tt.:)
+ The Stolen Child +
.. preliems over, O levels over, friendship almost too... reached the light at the end of the tunnel, but guess the light wasnt tt appealing now eh? haha.
Reading a book called "the stolen child" now, attempting to fufill the desire and thirst of my hell. a search for a dream, he discovered that there are many roads to a single dream. the boy wans to fly - to a land where he is loved. the boy stands hard as a stone, in a world he cnnt rise above. but his dreams give him wings;
the boy searches for a meaning in life and other dreams to replace his disgusting past. the boy experiences the trials and tribulations of change - in his family, friends and most of all, HIMSELF.
to our lost generation and to being found someday...
"come away, o human child!
to the waters and the wild
With a faery, hand in hand,
For the world's more full of weeping than you
can understand."
please understand..
Reading a book called "the stolen child" now, attempting to fufill the desire and thirst of my hell. a search for a dream, he discovered that there are many roads to a single dream. the boy wans to fly - to a land where he is loved. the boy stands hard as a stone, in a world he cnnt rise above. but his dreams give him wings;
the boy searches for a meaning in life and other dreams to replace his disgusting past. the boy experiences the trials and tribulations of change - in his family, friends and most of all, HIMSELF.
to our lost generation and to being found someday...
"come away, o human child!
to the waters and the wild
With a faery, hand in hand,
For the world's more full of weeping than you
can understand."
please understand..
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