i should just let go.

it's pain. And it hurts.

how

butterflies of beauty.
melodies too perfect.
so pure, but never white.
justified, but deemed wrong.

borned into a world, forbidden.
hated by the hated
loved by the loved.
its wrong i know,
its right i know.
confused? me too.

relinquish?
not want to.

tell the children tales of brave noble knights, loyal servants and hardworking dogs!
Hark! Screams of the angels in black jeweled crowns.
Deafen thy ears and blind thy eyes,
No more of such lies.

when there's nothing left to hold on to.
When life has brought fucking mental pain.
When those screams in your mind are drowned by even more screams.
When bleeding wrists mean nothing at all anymore.
When empty promises, an endless trend.
When pseudo concerns revealed pretends.
When it just leaves one thing holding me from taking my own life.
When i am forsaken.
Me no more.